i wish i knew why i let such stupid things bother me
i wish i would stop blaming myself
i wish i knew why i have such dissatisfaction with so many things
i wish i knew why my level of social withdrawal is rising
i wish i didn’t try to draw conclusions between all the idiots i’ve dated
i wish i knew why i analyze so many things repeatedly
i wish i wouldn’t convince myself that i’m fat
i wish i would stop punishing myself
i wish i wasn’t such a complete dumbass sometimes
i wish i knew why i try to sum up certain experiences
i wish i knew why i feel like i’m constantly floundering in every aspect of my life
i wish i knew why i overlook 20 great, wonderful things for each bad thing
i wish i knew how i’ve ended up like this
i wish i didn’t feel this way anymore
i lurvz u
You let things bother you and you over analyze because you strive every day to make yourself better. Your parents taught you and Daisy to not be content with being average when you can be excellent.
As for the guys, you've reached the only conclusion you need. They are idiots.
You're freakin awesome. Those that matter know and soon enough you'll meet that person that proves it and makes it all worthwhile.